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my evil, my malice

Today I learned that I have been denying my evil and malice too much.  Most of this stems from도깨비 — he is inherently a spirit of more darkness.

I had tried to package this as “mischievousness” but I was wrong.  He is at core a trickster, a troublemaker.  Not mischievous, as that connotes playfulness with a dash of something more malignant.

Nope, not just “mischievous” — more a creature of chaos.  He needs chaos and shit to stir up.

He got awakened to this when I asked him to eat the curse of my client (the woman who reads 사주 (saju) as her profession, that’s her business — though 사주 is more scientific than fortune telling FYI).

So I asked him to eat the curse that had been placed on her place of business.  He loved it.  He stayed in 홍대 for the rest of the night, enjoying the drama and fights and drunkenness of the students and people partying there on a Friday night.  He came struggling back home, exhausted but also fulfilled.

It’s been a couple of weeks since that time and he’s hungry for more strong negative emotions.  And he reminded me — during tonight’s new moon ritual — that he is a creature of fright and chaos more than anything else.  He needs that to thrive.

And so I have to find ways to feed him.

Clients who need curses lifted will help, of course.

I’ve been being prompted in many ways, through many messages, that I need to go deeper into spirit work, need to embrace all of my psychic power.  Part of that will ease once I elevate and release 가시고모, but until then, I have to feed 도깨비.  I don’t have enough darkness of my own.

Or maybe I need to do more shadow work?  No, that doesn’t feel right.  I need to do more curse lifting work, as that enriches me (literally — by giving me monetary funds) and also enriches 도깨비.

He giggled so much as I did the first part of my new moon ritual, where I asked for manifestation of my psychic power and going even deeper into it.  He giggled because he knew that he was showing me the way.

Ah, trickster!  Why am I not surprised that you are with me?  So you are, so you are, and so I will feed you, I promise.

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I believe we all have intuition, but sometimes life drowns it.  With demands and distractions.  With all the social media and sh*t on your phone and all the things to keep you busy and consumed and distracted.

I hope my stories bring you back to something real.  Even though they are over social media LOLOLOLOL.

Nevertheless!!

Lets go deep into you to let your intuition out.  Like a dog out of a daycrate, let’s have you shake off the tension and stretttttttccccchhhh.  Front legs. then back legs, then shake-shake-shake and release ~

Lets listen to your intuition and welcome it with giant furry pettings.

I am only the conduit and tool through which your intuition speaks to you.

So come see me for a tarot reading.  Perhaps, if you are open to it, be ready for your ancestors and helping spirits to appear too.  They — and I — want to help you become the best you~~